1:27:00 AM
Sunday, September 30, 2007
*edited post
I got this tag from Ei-Jean,
5 Secrets, 5 Truths.5 Things-
List 5 things that you want to say to people but never will.
-Don't say who they are.
-DON'T EVER DISCUSS IT AGAIN.
1. I wish we can be closer and be the BBF I wanted it to be. For me, you are a really good friend.
2. I always hated you, for taking away the love I need the most at that time. But I would rather be myself than you.
3. I didn’t mean to say naïve, is not what I wanted to say in the first place! You just misunderstood the whole damn thing! You didn't even bother to let me explain. I don't think you will read this but if you does I just want to say you are still my best friend, maybe things is different now, I just know I can always count on you.
4. I really like you but I just don't feel safe beside you, show me that I can really depend on you.
5. Thanks for the things you have done for me all these years, I really appreciate it. I will remember all those till the day I die. I’m sorry if I let you down sometimes.
I tag Mayjee, Felicia, Rhae Naa, Michelle, Xavier, Karyn and Yee won.
My skin is peeling off like crazy, my palm now is almost skinless. It was sure a torture when I bath! Wth is wrong with my skin?!!! Went lunch with uncle’s friend in San Francisco’s Pizza at 2.30pm. was starving and cousin even said she feel like eating the table. I don’t really like the food there, is so tasteless except for the pizza. I ate pasta every time I went there, should have taken something else.
Watched One Litre Of Tears, OMG lah! Cried like mad and my crying can be described like those you see in the show when some love ones die. So you can imagine how I cry. I just love Aya. I wonder what will happen if I got the same sickness as she does, I’m sure to collapse. Is such a torture when you know what happen around you but you just can’t do anything at all! In today's episode, her sis says “Why is Aya? Why can’t it be me? There must be a reason why I’m healthy without sickness, so I want to help her realize her dream if she can’t make it.” I really don’t know, is it ok if other people realize your dream for you? Maybe things will start to change once you fall sick, everything will change. Only then people will realize health is the most important thing.
12:50:00 AM
Saturday, September 29, 2007
It was supposed to be my normal night not until I saw the message Shiang and Yee Won sent me telling me they(the Frisbee gang) is celebrating moon cake festival at the padang at 8.30! I got all so excited but when I just not dare to ask my auntie to fetch me there. I never ask her to fetch me anywhere, I just don’t want to trouble her and obviously she’s not going to let me walk to the padang. So I told Yee Won I’m not going. But my heart was hoping they will surprise me by asking someone to fetch me or something like that. So I waited, I just keeps on waiting but all I got was tears from my eyes when my uncle lock the wooden door at 11.30. I should have warned myself not to expect too much but I still does so.
And now here I am, wasting my whole night feeling like shit. I hate who I am sometimes, I will start to blame people when things doesn't go well. Can I change myself? Of course I can, but am I willing to do so? It takes a lot just to accept who you are, and it takes even more to change into another person. People just don't seems to get that, is not easy! It will never be and don't tell is not easy cause you thinks is not easy and all the shit like that! I'm sick of hearing those. I don't even know what I want to hear anymore, all I want is to go to the world I created in my dream and stay there forever.
Thanks Ei-Jean for indirectly consoling me, sure I will try not to disappear on my birthday.
p/s: I can’t wait! One Litre Of Tears is tearing my heart apart!
There are things that I want from the people around me,
I want it so much that I tend to loose them in the end,
Just how far my greed will take me before I learn my lesson?
5:53:00 PM
Friday, September 28, 2007
Went to school yesterday, got back some marks and I PASSED my Sejarah! I actually passed it!!! OMG! I’m so happy, even know I got a D for that. =( They combined class, 5 A, C, and K one class and the results are crazy. Some malays even brought their guitar and was playing it like nobody’s business. But the most important thing is I found the Math references book I lent from the teacher! Is with one of the malay guy from A class and he said he found it in the boy’s toilet and I never trust him. At least I got the book back! =)
As for today, I ponteng as usual. Wasn’t being very productive these days, didn’t study at all. Just lepak around the house wasting time and watching TV. I’m not in the mood to study and SPM is like one more month away! Arrgh! I hate it when I’m being all moody! My bro came for a visit in the afternoon, I just enjoy calling him “kor” even though I have been hearing bad things about another family of mine. After he left, I continue my lepak and watch TV routine. I guess I’m just lack of motivation as usual. Have been thinking a lot, about what kind of life I will be facing after SPM. Even know I don’t want to think about it, but it still will just pop up in my mind everyday. Most importantly, should I leave here??? Penang got whole lot of nursing sponsorship too, I think my mom will welcome me to stay with her if there’s no hostel provided. I guess I’ve got a big reason to hate graduating.
p/s: reading my last post, I thought I sounds a bit les. Gosh, but what to do. Friends are my everything, or I should say friends used to be my everything
11:29:00 PM
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
Are we still friends? But why I have to pretend to smile till my cheek bone hurts with whatever you said? Why you always not in my side when things happen? Why I’m always at the wrong side when you were around? Why I have to tolerate so much? Why I have to wear that mask to hide all my real feelings with you? Why you are always shouting at me as if I’m still a kid? Why you have to glare at me when I’m just being myself? Why you can’t just tolerate with me once in a while? Why you have to leave me alone when you know I don’t like it? Why I have to worry and cares about you all the time but where were you when I'm sick? Why you care about the others more than me, whom I still think have a certain place in your heart? Why???!!!!
For you, I still want to save our three years friendship to be what it used to be. But I can feel that you just don't want to try as hard as you can already. I think you thought keeping things as simple as possible is the best way to avoid more misunderstandings, but I just want it to go back like last time. I guess that’s because true friends is like one in a million or maybe trillion, once you lost it it was gone forever. Even know it seems like it was still there, but it was all an illusion, a dream that says you still can't let the past go. If things does get better, it will only happen in movies and shows. I just have to wake up and start living the real world life.
I know I still have some, or maybe just two good friends who were still with me all this time. I just love you guys k! At least I know I still can count on you for support when I'm about to collapse. I know who to turn to when I need to spill out all my hidden feelings and to just laugh out loud. I just wanna say I love you guys k!
p/s: is September an emo month too??? How i wonder, things is going out of hand. I want that remote control to pause things for a while just for me to breath. Please...
5:11:00 PM
My exam marks is like pure shit! @#$%&*! I hate competition but I just can’t help it! Is just so sucks, everyone just kept on asking “eh, you got how much ah?” “Aiyah, you higher than me!” “Yerh, I got lower than you!” Wth!!! I don’t know how to read people’s minds so obviously I got taken aback by some people(padan muka you lah Janet!). Will update on my shitty marks later on when I got all of my other shitty marks back.
Went to school today to kau tim the stupid testimonial thing, and it was so fun walking since my damaged toes is still on the process of healing. I walked like a erm… grandma I guess. Luckily my toes doesn’t stink badly anymore, if not I’m so screw! Is so fun to watch people reaction, teachers were all asking about why I wore slippers to school and once I told them the reason their eyes sure will looked straight at my toes.
Came home chatted with Ei-Jean online, she managed to cool me down about the marks thing. Since my skin allergic is not getting any better so I went and see the doctor a.k.a suck blood skin specialist, and he ate up another RM 60 of mine. Which in returns for 3 batches of medicine to swallow, just great lah. And now he says my skin is not allergic to the fungus like what he THOUGHT to be! Surprisingly I understand what he was saying today, no need translation from auntie. He advised me to go to Pantai Medical Centre, there got some allergic centre where I can test out what I’m allergic to since I have no ides! Guess what. It costs RM 300++. This is just my annually "fong mo" attack since I was form three loh. So unlucky to have it with fungus growing on my toes! I don’t think I got a money printer machine at home, I swear IF I got another “fong mo” attack only I will go there to take a blood test and find out exactly wth was that had causing me to withdrawn my money from the ATM many, many times. Thank god there’s no consultation fees, is only for those who went there for the first time. But I still didn’t expect RM 60 that much to pay for!!!
8:12:00 PM
Saturday, September 22, 2007
要是跌倒过后能够轻易地站起来，那人生还会有挫折吗？
没有挫折的人生又会是怎样的？我想也许不会很完美而已。。。
Things is not going well for me, my palm is getting more swollen. My toes were still kinda bad, maybe will have to see the skin specialist again! =( Worst of all, my gum is hurting and I got ulcer on my tongue! Things will never get so sucks in my life. Haih… But I guess watching One Litre Of Tears today sort of cheer me up, cried like mad as usual. But is so TOUCHING!!! I know I will always remember Aya…
12:41:00 AM
Friday, September 21, 2007
My toes are not getting better. Walking back and fro to school isn’t helping the healing process either. The gang said wants go lepak at school so off I went to school. Checked out some of my exams marks from teachers. Quite satisfied with it. =) Is getting more competitive already, people out of nowhere suddenly become so good and it taken me aback. At the end of the day, whatever results you get is for yourself. To all my dear friends, I'm so sorry to be so selfish sometimes.
Came home and washed my feet with warm water and guess what, it got all painful for the rest of the day and one of my toes just got all white colours and all of them were so swollen that I can’t even out my feet flat on the floor as it was 2 cm from the floor! That’s explain why I’m walking like a little child ghost hanging on my feet(thanks guys, I don’t disagree with this fact). So I can’t walk in house and it didn’t help when my grandma nagged and nagged about the me FOLLOWING the doctor’s order to applied the cream once a day at night, she was saying “This kind of doctor ah exists to make money only, if it won’t heal you sure go back to him and he sure will make money out of you wan lah! Just apply the cream twice a day.” My auntie was around when she said that so I got double the blow. I wouldn’t be surprised if I really go back to him to heal and to help him make MORE money, he will say something like “Oh god, this is really bad. I will have to amputate your toes. I’m so sorry.” NO!!! Actually, I’m expecting the worst. By the look of my toes, is really, really bad. The pain is unbearable! And I’m certainly not exaggerating it ok! Of course I’m not going to post anymore photos of my toes as you see I already sort of affected someone’s appetite(haha). If I does, I think people will stop visiting my blog(as if people read your blog)! Aunties also kept on bragging about the way I handle my toes and everything happened today just came hard on me and I ended up sobbing like mad. Haih… Bad day… Hope it will get better soon cause I really can’t stand it anymore. Is just getting worse day by day and I scare I will really lose my toes in the end. Not to mention my right hand now were half coloured by all the red dots, and of course is freaking itchy! T.T
2:42:00 PM
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
生病是最要人关心的时刻，也让我彻底的看出谁才是真正爱我的人。。。
Toes are not getting any better, but fever recovered already. Is a good thing, means I can start my medication very soon. Can’t wait for my toes to heal, auntie just like to give me this really disgusted face when I "cleaning" my toes and kept on nagging me to wear slippers in the house. I hate wearing slippers in the house, it just don’t feel right. I think it will take at least one month for it to recover since the pills I got have to be taken all for 2 weeks. The doctor did said it won’t spread not till someone wear my slippers, so to all my friends, PLEASE don’t wear my slippers if you don’t want to let the fungus grow all over your toes.
12:21:00 PM
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
Great! My toes are not getting any better! I will be seeing a skin specialist soon. I really can’t stand it anymore and I think is spreading to another leg and my hands too and is so damn itchy and it kinda hurts too lah! I called up Evelyn to help me made up my mind whether or not to see the skin specialist, cousin said it looks bad. So there I go, helping the doctors to make money.
I lost my math teacher reference book that I lent from her yesterday, I just put it on top of my bag and went in to sit for exam, when I came out it just VANISH! Don’t know which useless asshole go and stole it! No matter what I said also still there will be more money to be spent. Oh, just great lah Janet! You should start going to temple and pray for your health and more GOOD luck to come lah.
I went and see the skin specialist in the afternoon, waited for half an hour and the room is bloody cold and I got fever. So you can imagine how I felt. T.T The doctor is a very funny person. Why? Cause I can’t understand whatever he said except for 2 familiar Cantonese words like "heong kong keok" refer to my toes/leg and "fong mo" for the dots on my hands. "Fong mo" is so strange word to me, I got it for every year since I was form 3. He’s a Singh lah. My auntie has to translate the whole conversation for me. The way he talks like someone had just cut his tongue off. The words like all stick together wan! And I think he said something like my skin is sensitive to the fungus??!!! I only brought RM 50 there and guess what, it costs me RM 85! RM 85 that’s right, for some pills and cream! I was so shocked that I just stare at the medicine. I complained to my auntie all she said was “he’s a skin specialist mah, what do you expect?! Consultation fees already RM 60. Go and ask money from your father lah, said see doctor need money”. OMG! I feel like killing myself, is so expensive and I'm almost broke!!! I still got teacher's reference book to pay back! I'm gonna faint very soon with the headache I'm having!
the damaged toes on the right that cost me A LOT of cash!!! if you think this is disgusting, you haven't see the disgusting part yet.
12:29:00 AM
Sunday, September 16, 2007
Today was a really fun day, minus the part where my toes is getting more and more irritating and itchy plus disgusting! Woke up at 9 and later received Chia message asking me to join her for a study group in her house. I wasn’t planning to go cause is very last minute but in the end I decided to go and I’m glad that I went. It was really fun, me, Chia, Michelle and Guo Qing. We kinda went crazy while doing our work. I learned some stuff for math but still suck at it in the end. But Guo Qing is a good teacher lah. =P Laughed a lot today and also ate a lot. Chia was feeding everyone there with food! Chocolate ice-cream first then got instant noodles! Gosh… And the sound of my damaged toes is scaring people lah wei! Michelle and Chia eyes just kept on hanging out whenever their legs accidentally contacted to my damaged toes! Haha. I missed half of One Litre Of Tears and surprisingly for the first time I’m not crying! Oh god, what had happen ah?! Maybe cause I was having too much fun in Chia house so kinda high. Missed one Tree Hill cause my grandma currently staying here and she can’t walk up the stairs so gotta sleep in the living room as me and cousin took over the study room till 3 am in the morning almost everyday.
Had a lot of fun today, thank you Chia for inviting me, I enjoy throughout the whole thing, hope got more to come! =)
9:37:00 PM
Friday, September 14, 2007
I always think time will fill my heart with love, after all these years I wasn’t sure anymore. I guess is because my hands still hold tight to my heart, I just can’t seem to let it go. Why? I also don’t know why. How I wish man kind create a machine that will tell you how you feel deep inside your heart. I always wasn’t sure what I want. And I can’t even imagine life after SPM, sometimes I felt that I’m not afraid of SPM, but is the life after that scares me. Is was like in the middle of the sea, is too far from the shore and you just have to hang on there and wait for help to arrive. Who knows when the help will actually arrive, maybe by the time it arrive is already too late. Time machine doesn’t exist! I just have to learn to live a life the reality world people live. When I’m tired, all I have to do is lock myself in the room and cry my heart out. It takes a lot of courage to open that door to reach out after that. But the door have to be open by my own hands before is too late. Nobody will stop their pace to wait for you, you have to keep up by yourself. Run if you can cause sometimes walking just wasn’t fast enough. I wonder how life without love can be, I’m sure it wasn’t that bad. At least human won’t know how to cry, how to miss a person. It will end a lot of suffering after losing the love ones. I won’t have to worry about that since I don’t have much to remember. There’s this one picture always in my mind till now, it is me standing on the green field, with no barriers. There will be a huge tree, full of apples. I will read my book under the tree, biting a red apple while the wind is blowing softly. The skies will be the nearest thing to me, and once a while the rainbow will come and brighten up my day. At night there will be thousands of stars accompany me while I slowly enter the dreamland. Just me alone there, I’m not waiting for anyone and didn’t expect people to enter the world I live in, I’m just waiting for the time to pass, day by day… If that place exists, I don’t want to go heaven anymore. If someone can just tell me that place will be there when I close my eyes every night, I will leave everything I have and stay there forever...
12:58:00 AM
Woke up at 7! The reason I woke up so early even know there’s no exam today was because I’m tutoring Evelyn for math. Is a bad idea to do math questions when you brain is not fully awake yet. It took me so long to figure out some simple maths and I kept on yawning. I got lazy later and just hang around and playing with my damaged toes while Evelyn working on her maths. Few days ago when we were having Science exam, Wilson talked to me about the condition of my toes.
Wilson: Eh Janet, I think you got athlete’s foot lah!
Me: Wth is that?!
Wilson: Is in our science text book, causes by fungi. The symptoms are just like your toe. Red rashes in between toes and itchiness.
Me: OMG, really?!!! I didn’t realize that!
I checked the text book and internet about it and bang, it is the same thing going on with my toes. My cousin said it looks like a forest or the whole ecosystem is living in there. So you can guess is it kinda bad. Or just very bad.
I went to the clinic while Evelyn walked to Feli house, she, Taryna and Feli is going to yam cha. The maid is coming to clean the house today so I gotta stay home. And guess what. The doctor is kinda shock with the condition of my toes! Is just like last year when I got skin allergic all over my body with red patches I went and see her and gave her some good shock too. In the end it is athlete's foot or we called it tines. The bloody cream and lotion causes me 30 BUCKS! Man… I hate seeing doctor. She said wanna give me something to stop the itch, I refuse as it will cost me MORE! So, I just have to tahan and DON’T scratch it. But is getting itchier! Anyway, good luck to all my science stream buddies who still got exams to sit for! My last subject will be on Monday which is Math! I am so scoring that paper(I think…)!
p/s: I miss your messages…
the thing that will eventually heal my toes and causes me 30 bucks!!
3:25:00 PM
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Cried like mad and got depress over my Science paper. I felt ok at school but after checking my paper 1 answers at home then I started to felt this really hard-to-breath feeling and I know I’m gonna cry hard and I did! Felt like a total shit and bid goodbye the big A for Science. I seriously wanna do well for it, had been studying, studying and studying it few weeks before exam! And I only slept 2 hours yesterday! I really wanna get that sijil kecemerlangan for Science subject! It will be useful to apply for the nursing sponsorship! I don’t know what went wrong, I memorized almost all the “important” experiments, and then it turns out the essay part is something I didn’t take notice off! And I just got stuck, I did tembak(better than nothing!). But still I got it all WRONG! I did a lot of mistakes too! I really wanna kill myself…
Accounts on Monday were not that bad, I’m sure I will pass and I’m satisfied already. Now I just have to dry my eyes and try not to fail my Perdagangan tomorrow. Is so hard to pick myself up again. I’ve been falling a lot but I NEVER learn the lesson! Things is not going very well these days, I want some sunny days in my life…
6:02:00 PM
Friday, September 7, 2007
The death sentence paper of the week: SEJARAH paper!!!
OMG! Sejarah is so @#$%^&* hard! I’m not surprise if I fail, I even bet with Ei-Jean whoever pass will have to belanja ice-cream! I am so getting a free ice-cream honestly! Is really hard the paper! T.T I think a lot of people thinks is hard too, I was using my imaginary gun and shoot all the questions. As I'm typing this, I felt like I really gonna get the worst Sejarah marks ever! And I even slept 1 hour while answering paper 2! This is what I get for not concentrating on what I'm read.
Taryna brought a phone to school, and it’s a nokia 5300!!! I went practically insane when I saw it, she said the phone is good. I’ve been checking the nokia phone models lately, nokia 6288 was not that bad also. It’s a 3G phone, and I don’t like 3G phones lah. But it has a 2 mega pixels camera! Way better than nokia 5300! Man. Exam is HERE and I’m talking about getting a new phone. More work to do! Science teacher said Science paper is going to be a tough one, which spells dead. I want the A so much lah for Science, just pray that my hopes won’t go too far till I can’t bear it.
p/s: tomorrow another new episode of One Litre Of Tears and One Tree Hill! I do love Saturdays!!!
4:18:00 PM
Thursday, September 6, 2007
Moral was indeed BAD! I was so blur throughout the 2 ½ hours! I just crap and wrote whatever I remembered which is not much. Most of the question is all about asking you to vomit out all the nilai that you have memorized. And we got like 36 of them, and I always got it WRONG! Just hope I can pass this paper, not so nice failing your Pendidikan Moral only.
After moral paper, agama students still got their agama paper to sit for so I, Evelyn, Taryna and Feli went off to the foyer there. Just chit chat and didn’t study. And got bullied kau kau by that @#$%* Taryna! Saw a lot of people there too. All the moral students practically ponteng there or in the library! So tired lah… I’m just so lack of sleep! I was too tired and fall asleep while answering my questions! Haih... Sejarah papers tomorrow! And it just get more complicated chapter by chapter. *letting out a long sigh*
p/s: my form 1 classmate said I didn’t change before(I’m talking about style here, the way I dress and stuff). And she said I was still like what I used to be when I was in form 1! Sad wei... ='(
偶尔当我朋友围绕着我时，我都好像和空气融合了在一起,
人类需要空气才能继续生存，虽然我们的双眼看不见它,可是它却一直陪伴在我们身旁，。。。
1:47:00 PM
Wednesday, September 5, 2007
E.A paper such a pain in the ass lah!!! I didn’t study form 5 and paper 1 sucks like hell. Tembak and all got it wrong! =( Paper 1 was not so bad, not until after the exam people were discussing the answers and I found out that half of what I wrote was all WRONG! T.T
Yesterday night auntie and cousin went pasar malam, and she just went without me! I didn’t even know till the very last minute. But they bought back mua chi, so I’m not complaining. I stayed up study till 2 and left the light on. So I guess why I suck in my E.A today loh. Tomorrow is Moral, one of my suck subjects too. And I still got the whole form 5 text book of Sejarah to read on! I need some sleep lah… Dead tired…
p/s: I’ve made two deals for the trials results so far, can’t wait to get the reward of winning them! =P
mua chi and the workload
left one extra for those who loves mua chi!
sorry guys, i just love mua chi!
4:07:00 PM
Tuesday, September 4, 2007
OMFG!!! BI essays not enough time finish!!! I choose the topic to write about your worst holidays ever!
First paragraph: happy holidays
Second paragraph: happy holidays
Third paragraph: still happy holidays
Fourth paragraph: worse holidays(NOW only I get into the topic!)
Fifth paragraph: worse holidays
Sixth paragraph: worse holidays(which is only 4 sentences cause I ain’t got no time!)
Wth man! I’m so dead! And I only left 20 minutes before I started my another essay! And teacher was going to complained I passed up late cause I took extra 10 minutes to finish and some of my classmates were not so happy about that. =( I named a girl in my essay as Eileen! Wanna know why. That’s because I combined two of my best friend name which is Ei-Jean and Evelyn! =) Thank god BI 2 was ok, the summary were about elephants and the first person I thought of was Rhae Naa. Haha…
Yesterday night some stuff happened and it bothers me so much that I can’t concentrate. And it still playing in my mind. Tomorrow got E.A test, I will see myself got a big C/D for it. Tomorrow also they will be no science stream people around except those who took E.A. These days so busy and I got no time to talk to my friends other than my classmates! I already got used to not receiving your sms after a few days! Bad thing right???
Please don’t confuse me anymore! I know what I’m doing and what I wanted. At least I think I know.
2:58:00 PM
Monday, September 3, 2007
Hmmm… First paper surely is BM paper, BM 2, not so bad.
Question: maksud diberikan pengiktirafan
Answer: memberikan gelaran/nama
Question: bukit kehebatan raja (3 markah)
Answer: duduk di kerusi tetapi boleh membunyikan gong pada masa yang sama
Question: maksud persembahkan segala kata
Answer: mengatakan semua hasrat/keinginan
NOT BAD right!!! Wtf man. I don’t even know what I’m crapping about! I just hate prosa tradisional lah, the stories are all so weird! And for the bina ayat part, just wth is meracik and menakik! OMG! And after this I am so not going to apply for the kad kredit no matter what! Damn! BM 1 is the day spoiler lah! Yesterday cried and grumbled like a kid when I can't find my BM newspaper, I always read it before taking BM paper wan, I guess not reading it kinda affects my confidence in the writing the karangan.
Overall, not too sucks. I’m sure more sucks one is coming! And now I’m gonna busy myself with my VERY last minute literature and more revision! Bye…
P/s: exam makes me feel rajin and malas at the same time and more menyesal and kecewa too!(must be too much BM reading already)
1:53:00 AM
Saturday, September 1, 2007
Nothing much to blog about these days, only to become more tension, stress and pressure. I’m so sleepy, but still got so much to read! Arrgh! Evelyn came today for some math lessons. We talked more than doing our work I think. Cousin and uncle went to KLCC and of course I'm not allow to go any shopping mall not until Percubaan ends(strict warning from auntie). Later, Ei-Jean was tempting me about the idea of eating ice-cream. Telling me Baskin Robbin’s and Mcd ice-cream is all so cheap and good(as if I don’t know =P), but in the end we ended up walking to 7-eleven and bought ice-cream there. On the way walking there, someone almost pulled of my hand and make my heart stops cause of 4-5 dogs was barking like mad all in sudden at the same time. I don't really mind but her reaction just make me as scare/freak out as her lah! Haha. Still it was fun to spent time with both of my BBF in one day, this chances are so rare since they both don’t really know each other despite being neighbour for years. How I wish I could pair us all together in the first place. Man. I’ve been thinking a lot, and I obviously hated all the ideas in my mind. Just hope things will be better on the whole new month(fyi, August is the emo month after being technically proven by me). I don’t know what to expect anymore except to treasure my last few months of my school days. T.T Can I have a time machine PLEASE???
Is Saturday which means...?? Another new episode of One Litre Of tears and One Tree Hill on 8TV!!! I love Saturdays(not all the time)!!!
that toy there is my cousin's Transformers toy and i see a lot more coming.
the stickers cousin bought me from KLCC! damn cute wei!
the hopes and fears...
the damaged toes on the right that cost me A LOT of cash!!! if you think this is disgusting, you haven't see the disgusting part yet.
