Love or Hate the Rain

welcome.

hey there. life as a nurse is not easy, is NOT like what you saw on tv. is more complicated and difficult than that. but life doesn't let you down all the time. i still enjoy it. so... just enjoy reading but due to my hectic schedule i won't be updating my blog so often. sorry for the inconvenience.

♥ DancingSheep

three cheers for me.

she is the one and only Wen Sin. sometimes also goes by the name Janet.
she gets older each year on 01 of Dec.
enjoys staring at the skies.
wish to touch the snow but scare of the cold.
currently taking nursing in Pantai College of Nursing and Health Science.

3:25:00 PM

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Cried like mad and got depress over my Science paper. I felt ok at school but after checking my paper 1 answers at home then I started to felt this really hard-to-breath feeling and I know I’m gonna cry hard and I did! Felt like a total shit and bid goodbye the big A for Science. I seriously wanna do well for it, had been studying, studying and studying it few weeks before exam! And I only slept 2 hours yesterday! I really wanna get that sijil kecemerlangan for Science subject! It will be useful to apply for the nursing sponsorship! I don’t know what went wrong, I memorized almost all the “important” experiments, and then it turns out the essay part is something I didn’t take notice off! And I just got stuck, I did tembak(better than nothing!). But still I got it all WRONG! I did a lot of mistakes too! I really wanna kill myself…

Accounts on Monday were not that bad, I’m sure I will pass and I’m satisfied already. Now I just have to dry my eyes and try not to fail my Perdagangan tomorrow. Is so hard to pick myself up again. I’ve been falling a lot but I NEVER learn the lesson! Things is not going very well these days, I want some sunny days in my life…