welcome.
hey there. life as a nurse is not easy, is NOT like what you saw on tv. is more complicated and difficult than that. but life doesn't let you down all the time. i still enjoy it. so...
just enjoy reading but due to my hectic schedule i won't be updating my blog so often. sorry for the inconvenience.
♥ DancingSheep
three cheers for me.
she is the one and only
Wen Sin. sometimes also goes by the name
Janet.
she gets older each year on 01 of Dec.
enjoys staring at the skies.
wish to touch the snow but scare of the cold.
currently taking nursing in Pantai College of Nursing and Health Science.
12:50:00 AM
Saturday, September 29, 2007
It was supposed to be my normal night not until I saw the message Shiang and Yee Won sent me telling me they(the Frisbee gang) is celebrating moon cake festival at the padang at 8.30! I got all so excited but when I just not dare to ask my auntie to fetch me there. I never ask her to fetch me anywhere, I just don’t want to trouble her and obviously she’s not going to let me walk to the padang. So I told Yee Won I’m not going. But my heart was hoping they will surprise me by asking someone to fetch me or something like that. So I waited, I just keeps on waiting but all I got was tears from my eyes when my uncle lock the wooden door at 11.30. I should have warned myself not to expect too much but I still does so.
And now here I am, wasting my whole night feeling like shit. I hate who I am sometimes, I will start to blame people when things doesn't go well. Can I change myself? Of course I can, but am I willing to do so? It takes a lot just to accept who you are, and it takes even more to change into another person. People just don't seems to get that, is not easy! It will never be and don't tell is not easy cause you thinks is not easy and all the shit like that! I'm sick of hearing those. I don't even know what I want to hear anymore, all I want is to go to the world I created in my dream and stay there forever.
Thanks Ei-Jean for indirectly consoling me, sure I will try not to disappear on my birthday.
p/s: I can’t wait! One Litre Of Tears is tearing my heart apart!
There are things that I want from the people around me,
I want it so much that I tend to loose them in the end,
Just how far my greed will take me before I learn my lesson?
