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hey there. life as a nurse is not easy, is NOT like what you saw on tv. is more complicated and difficult than that. but life doesn't let you down all the time. i still enjoy it. so...
just enjoy reading but due to my hectic schedule i won't be updating my blog so often. sorry for the inconvenience.
♥ DancingSheep
three cheers for me.
she is the one and only
Wen Sin. sometimes also goes by the name
Janet.
she gets older each year on 01 of Dec.
enjoys staring at the skies.
wish to touch the snow but scare of the cold.
currently taking nursing in Pantai College of Nursing and Health Science.
8:03:00 PM
Thursday, November 29, 2007
Tomorrow is my last paper, I don’t feel like talking about SPM. When I was busy rushing my accounts paper(which didn’t turn out so well after all), I just suddenly felt so sad. I looked around the classroom, guess I’m not going to see most of my classmates again after tomorrow. Felt so lonely. My friends still have friends outside the school, but I have only myself when I’m not with them. I guess my jodoh with people just sucks.
After tomorrow, no more librarian uniform, no more bell rings, no more teachers, no more SCHOOL!!! I’m scare of what will happen after this, everyone will be doing their own thing. Will my now friends will still be my friends? Will the people I known say hi to me when I bump into them? The feeling like people is just going to forget about you after this is so scary. You will be wondering, “Hey, that’s my form X classmate! Should I say hi? Will he/she still remember me?” I’m feeling so insecure. At least when you know you are still going to school, you are actually going to SOMEWHERE. But after this, is just so lost lah! Haih. I don’t have this kind of feeling before, but when it really gonna come into the full stop. You just realized “Oh, is over already ah? So fast!” =(
I can’t have all the memories I had in school, but I will have to wipe away the sad things behind just like how I’m wiping off my tears when the new journey sets in.
1:26:00 AM
Monday, November 26, 2007
曾经体会幸福的人，已经知道幸福是什么吗？
不曾体会幸福的人，就不知道幸福是什么吗？
错过体会幸福的人，还会知道幸福是什么吗？
你我都有着一个共同点 就是在寻找拥有幸福的机会，
你 找到幸福了吗？
11:38:00 PM
Sunday, November 18, 2007
I ditch my studies for 2 days. And I felt like SPM had just over and I know is not so no need to mention. Have been doing accounts, let just say I love and hate it at the same time. E.A haven’t start, PD only read a few pages. I guess the last-minute habit is in my blood all these long, will be looking like a walking zombie soon.
So, I went to this warehouse sale in PJ! And I thought I was walking in the oven, is so bloody hot and the books are so dusty that almost everyone there have to sneeze at least once. Being there it seems like Malaysian do read books after all, there are so many people queuing up to pay for the books. Oh well, I bought 2 thriller books form the same author. Stupid right! I always love thriller, is safer than buying other types if books. And my uncle gave me RM20 to spend on the books. I looked like a mad girl digging into all the books with a box in my hand to keep the books. Is just so many books! We only can stay there for an hour and my cousin is not so happy about that.
By the way, my sis got 3A’s for her UPSR! And I hate being compared! I gotta go back earlier to look after my sis since my mom will be off to Taiwan. When I told my auntie, she started to said stuff like murder case happen a lot in apartment. She will be happy to know that she care the shit outta me. As if my mom will ever understand that point.
To all my science stream friends, good luck for sitting all the heavy subjects next week!
p/s: I have been slacking for days! God if you exists, give me 3A’s!!! PLEASE!!!!! =(
people and books do click after all
have fun reading after MERDEKA!!!
7:36:00 PM
Friday, November 16, 2007
Happy birthday Xavier!
Happy birthday Taryna!
Happy birthday Xavian!
Sorry lah Tayna, put you in between the twins. Haha. I know you are going shopping, wherever you are going! I wanna go!!! =(
SPM was ok, except for sejarah paper! It sucks! How sucks is it? Err. Sucks till at 3.30pm, I omly wrote two lines for my essay question. And I only manage to crap for 2 pages for all question! Great lah, I’m going to FAIL!!! BM ok lah, BI for paper 2 I manage tp cabut early! Haha. Science HOPE i can get A! Please god let me get that A!!!
Gotta go, heading to the meditation center! Chiao!
7:41:00 PM
Sunday, November 11, 2007
Yesterday was trying hard to study the @#$%&* Sejarah then suddenly Evelyn called and said wanna go out do study group with some of my classmates or not, since no other girls is going I just went with her loh. Chun Yik actually drove a van to my house and fetched me! Got so excited, honestly he looked so different when he drives. Haha. We just hang around Kok Foo’s house for 2 hours then off we go. Chun Yik fetched us girls back..
Got home, study, study, study. Then fall asleep(most of the time). Aiyoh… I seriously hate sejarah lah and as I type this I still haven’t finish reading it! Arrgh! Is pissing me off seriously!
Another few more hours I will sit in the front row of the class and panicking like crazy while the pemeriksa distribute the exam papers! I felt so sick just thinking of it, wanna vomit man! I’m like half prepared only!!!
Good luck to all the SPM students!
p/s: I hate it when people around me start giving me all sorts of shit problems when I’m in the middle of preparing for the BIG day! I fucking can’t handle stress so STOP it will you people! And I curse a lot nowadays.
p p/s: thank you my friend for sharing my problems! Even know I’m super stubborn. Haha. Love you always!
8:53:00 PM
Wednesday, November 7, 2007
Ok, I don’t know what’s up with me but suddenly I feel like saying this!
TAI YEE WON! Go and take part in the 《我要做Model》 show lah!!! You got potential lah!!! Just try to browse through more fashion magazine and learn to pose well, try to know how to use the cosmetic also and dress yourself pretty and hot!You got two years time to do so!! Haha… Gosh, I think she will kill me if she read this. But that’s what I think, don’t you guys think so? She really doesn’t look bad you know, she’s tall and when she wears the right clothes she look hot! If she gets to become one of the finalists of that show I will spend RM60 voting for her! And Tai Yee Won, don’t you dare to pull me along to go with you! I’m not going but you MUST go k! I will support you to the max darling! I’ve been trying to tell this to you for weeks, but I kept on forgetting. Finally, I’ve said it through my blog! Haha… we did make a promise to go for the audition when we first saw the show, it think is two years ago. She said “Why not?! Just go for fun lah.” Well, now I seriously think she should go. Actually is not my kind of thing, I don’t have a good posture, maybe a singing audition will do. HAHA! Gosh, my perasan-ness is turning to a serious point.
OK…!! Wth Lim Wen Sin! I think my brain is a little screw out since I just realized that I still got like 17 more chapters of Sejarah to be force into my brain’s memory before Friday! Arrgh! Gotta rush!
1:40:00 PM
Tuesday, November 6, 2007
DYING! HELL! NIGHTMARES! SLEEPY! STRESS!
Those words are all written on my face!!! I‘ve got 19 bloody chapters of Sejarah to cover! And falling asleep after reading it for 3 pages doesn’t help at all! Why lah now only I realize I got so much to cover for SPM! WHY LAH?!!!
I will definitely miss the teachers good luck speech. The last time I heard it will be before PMR, Pn. Yoges is so funny. Said that don’t ever leave the exam hall early cause you will never know angels will come and help you out. Haha… Just when the teachers gave their speech, suddenly the everything-is-over feeling took over me. But it seems like things have over before this, so I’m not feeling any worse than before. Gotta pick myself up and go on with my life.
9:27:00 PM
Sunday, November 4, 2007
OK! Meditating was not so fun now. I managed to do so for 15 minutes before dinner yesterday, my legs can’t stand it any longer.
Today is another story, as you see, now there’s thunder striking outside and it’s raining. So I went upstairs, sit in my normal meditating position and set my alarm and start meditating. I didn’t switch on the light to jimat elektrik lah. After a few minutes I start to have funny thoughts running through my mind, I was imagining what if there’s someone like sadako staring straight at me when I open my eyes, or what if there’s ghost around me making fun on how stupid I look when I meditate! I got panic and quickly jump up to switch on the light. I thought it was alright and now I can start over, as I trying to relax suddenly the door just go “BANG”. I got freaked out and open my eyes. I still haven’t give up yet so I switch off the light and climb up to my bed to meditate. But I still got that uneasy feeling, then the thunder strike so bloody loud! Got so piss off and march downstairs. Arrgh!!! I can’t f***ing concentrate/relax!
Cousin got problem concentrating that day, she said if it didn’t work out for another few more lessons she’s off to hypnotisms. Of course that one will have to fork out some money so I’m not going. She just can’t concentrate, she said her mind jumps a lot.
Went to some organic shop for lunch today, bought some roasted beans to snacks on. So damn expensive, RM6.90! Is so called organic food, so I guess I can’t expect it to be cheap.
p/s: I’m running out of time! Still got so much to do! ONE MORE WEEK LEFT(not exactly)! AHHH!!!
i love beans!
1:13:00 AM
Saturday, November 3, 2007
Went to school today at 11! Wanted to pass up something to BM teacher. And my darling didn’t come, thought I can have a chat with her about her new status. Haha. In the end hang out with Xavier outside the Bilik Guru. And teachers who passed by was giving both of us THOSE looks.
Ok! Let’s talk about MEDITATION. Everyone knows that meditate is good for your mind and your health. So my uncle has been meditating for 4 or more years now, and I can see that he now is more to the blue side than the red side. So, my cousin wanna take up meditation too, she said it helps to concentrate more on what you are doing. We were supposed to go 2 weeks ago but kept on postponing till today.
Everyone were to close their eyes and really relax and stuff for a while, the feeling was dizzy at first but later I do feel a bit more refresh. Just a bit only lah. Maybe I need more classes and more practices. Meditation class at anywhere is all free of charge which is why I want to go also. Is good for me and the people around me! Today I learned about APPRECIATION. Figured out something out from that talk, starting to enjoy it, the speaker was kinda funny. Is kinda cool, I don’t think you have ever seen any teenagers’ talks about attending meditation class or in another term “orhm…”(this what Ei-Jean said when I talk about meditation).
After the class in Kelana Jaya, we went to SS 15 and ate tong shui!
p/s: MUST STUDY HARDER ALREADY AH!!!
the program i'm on now
3 beans special
