First day of posting, the ward was not that busy which is a good thing. But I still felt kinda tired. Don't know why. Now struggling to finish my 2000 words assignment which is killing me as I cut down my sleeping time to do this! Tired... It was raining heavily, by the time I finished my work, it still drizzling. The weather makes me wish that I have a water heater at home.
Have been doing a lot of thinking lately, I wonder where will I be after I achieved what I wanted to achieve. I bet it felt empty. Who knows... Is not like I will be able to do so. Will have to work hard. My dream is to do volunteer work in the poor countries or during any disaster. To work in a team, the best medical team ever. Even when I'm thinking about it there's a feeling like a rush of blood to all over my body.
I want to live a life with no regret. I want to live a life that I would die for it. I want to live a life the way I planned. I want so many things that sometimes I wonder do I really want it after all...